The Sakura Meadows

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A meadow full of beautiful flowers and trees all around it. A tall sakura tree stands in the center.

He chuckled, "Well I'm here~!" he smiled and flicked his tail, "So I guess you were successful."

*laughs*
"vary true. you wouldn't be the only other one here right? because you're the first i met"

He shook his head, "No, I know a few others." he began, "Yuu, Roka, Atsui and the guy he's with. There's also Noah, who I'm seeing." he smiled.

*nods*
"interesting. are they cool?"
*smiles*

He nodded happily, "Yup~ Yuu and Roka are very nice, they helped me after Noah got hurt. and Atsui seems very caring, he looked out for me when a barely even knew him." he smiled a bit more warmly, "And I really love Noah... but he doesn't seem to believe me much anymore..." he looked down sadly, "I betrayed him... I want him to see that I still really love him... but I'm not sure how I can prove it to him.."

nods*
"well with something like that you gotta give them time. it hurts allot to be on the receiving end of that and it can take weeks to get over it. it can be confusing and it is vary painful. it's hard to regain trust but you can do it, all it needs is time, and honesty"

He nodded, "I know it does..." he said softly, "He's hurt me like that before too..." he flattened his ears and looked down sadly, "I just want him to believe me when I tell him I love him..."

*nods and pats the boys back*
"i'm sure he does he's just confused right now."

He shook his head, "He believes me somewhat... but he doesn't think I love him as much as he loves me, or as much as I supposedly 'used to' love him..." he wiped a forming tear from his eye, "I was ready to leave forever and face my fear of solitude all alone if he never wanted to see me again... I would have given up everything if it would make him forgive me..."

*looks at him*
"does he know that or rather, understand that?"

"Knowing him... probably not..." he lowered his ears sadly, "But I don't know how to make him understand....."

"did you try explaining how much that truly means to you?"

He nodded, "But he still doesn't get it... explaining doesn't do any good!" he frowned, "There has to be something physical I can do to make him understand..."

*taps his chin*
"well you could give something special. i don't know what he likes though, it ranges from person to person. it could be having to make a candle lit dinner with romantic music too buying a motorcycle. just find that thing that is important to him that will show him how you feel."

He shook his head, "I didn't mean a gift... I meant an action. I want to DO something that will prove it... I just don't know what to do yet..."

"do something spontaneous!"
*smiles*

He raised an eyebrow, "What do you mean?" 'The only spontaneous thing Noah would like would be something like me walking around naked in an apron for him...'

"do something spontenuos that he wouldn't expect from you but your sure he will like"
*grins*

He sighed and a small blush came to his cheeks, "Unfortunately... all of those things are VERY perverted."

*laughs*
"well then do them anyways"

He frowned, his blush just getting worse, "Of course you would say that..." he sighed and looked away, his blush fading, "But... I guess I could."

Casper walked in with Cecil and smiled warmly, "How's this for colour?" he chuckled.

Cecilius wanted nothing more than to take off his sunglasses but resisted knowing Casper would have gotten angry with him. He look around grinning widely, entirely speechless. He sighed and leaned on Casper, "I don't think you realized exactly how big of a gift you've given to me."

He smiled, "I'm really happy that you're so happy..." he nuzzled cecil lightly, "I love you... so much. I wanted to make you as happy as you've made me." he smiled. He paused and blushed a little, looking away, "And soon... I hope to give you another sort of gift..." he said timidly, "I.. I'm sure this time."

He looked towards Casper now with a slight worried expression. "I told you Casper, you don't need to promise me anything. I'll love you no matter what." He pet his hair and smile. "Please wait as long as you need to."