Beach Shore

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When you want to walk around on the sand watching the waves, Geting a tan or going swiming.

He blushed a little and smiled at Cecil, "It really is a nice feeling to have the one you care about compliment you... it makes me wish that you really could see me..." he frowned a little and reached up to touch beside Cecil's eye, "Would you want to be able to see again...? Would you want to see me for real...?"

Cecil closed his eyes and gently let his fingers run over Casper's lips. "You have no idea how much I would love to see again. But if there could be just one last thing I could see, I would choose to see you." He smiled and kissed his cheek. "But I've never been to the hospital to see my options, I've never had the money."

He looked at Cecil for a moment, becoming a little more serious, "Then... would you let me take you there...?" he asked, leaving his hand on Cecil's cheek. "If there is any way to give you your sight back... if even just temporarily... I want to know if it's possible at this point..."

"Its been nine years, I don't know if I have options anymore. But we can see." He sighed, very doubtful. 'If it was temporary I wouldn't want it. I've finally adjusted and accepted to being blind, teasing me with a small gift of sight would put me back to the beginning make things worse. I want it to be permanent...'

He nodded, "Do you want to go soon...?" he asked, leaning his head on Cecil's chest while giving him a small hug. "It's alright if you don't... I guess I really just want you to be able to see me..." he chuckled weakly, "I really am selfish..."

He chuckled and nodded. "You're not being selfish, come one let's go see." He stood up and the water dripped from his trunks and he reached for Casper's hand to help him up.

He smiled and took Cecil's hand, standing. "It doesn't hurt to stand, so I guess my leg really is okay~" he grinned and went back to their towels with Cecil to dry off a bit first.

He followed Casper, keeping one hand on his back in order to. He found his towel and pulled on his shoes and started to dry himself off. Once he was mostly dry he pulled on his shirt and folded up his towel and held his hand out for Casper to take.

He dried himself and put on his shirt and sandals with a small smile, draping the towel over his shoulders before taking Cecil's hand. "Should we go now then...? To the hospital, I mean...?"

"Um," he hesitated for a moment. "If you want to, but don't be surprised if there are no options left for someone like me..."

He looked down and spoke softly, his voice clearly sad, "You really think there's no hope...?" he squeezed Cecil's hand a little.

His ears flinched a bit in surprise as he picked up on his sadness. He sighed a bit not sure what to say but patted him. "Well I don't know for sure, so we should go see right?"

He looked at Cecil and looked down, "I know you just want me to be happy... but I'll only be more upset if it's impossible..." he started, "That being said... please don't lie to me, Cecil. Do you truly think it's impossible...?"

Cecil frowned a bit looking in his direction and sighed. "No... not really..." he squeezed Casper's hand back. "But we can still look."

He nodded, "Let's go then. But remember. Even in you can't see... I'll still love you just as much." he smiled and gave Cecil a soft kiss on the cheek.

Cecil paused for a moment, his heart skipped a beat. "Wait Casper... love?"

He nodded, "Yeah... I'm sure that's what it is. What I feel for you is stronger than anything else I've felt for any other guy." he smiled at Cecil warmly, "It's love, right? Caring for someone despite their flaws and always wanting them to be happy?" he stepped forwards and hugged Cecil, "That's why I don't want anybody to send you away from me... it's why I would give up my own birth right for you.... I love you..."

He blinked and closed his eyes shaking his head. "I just didn't expect a confession so soon I guess." He laughed and wrapped his arms around him, petting his hair.

He chuckled, "I like my feelings to be known~" he grinned and nuzzled Cecil before pulling away, "Should we head to the hospital then...?"

Cecil smiled with a nod, taking Casper's hand. "Lead the way then."

He smiled and walked with Cecil to the hospital. 'I hope it's not too late... if he could never see me... I would probably cry...' he thought.

He followed Casper with a smile.

Cecil walked onto the beach with a plastic sack full of the little bits of food they had managed to buy and one of the blankets they brought from home. "Pick a spot."

He picked a spot in the grass rather than the sand, not wanting the blanket to get sandy. "So, any intention of swimming?" he asked with a small chuckle. "We're not wearing bathing suits after all..."

He help set up the blanket and smiled. "Well of course we have to swim!" He snickered and kissed his cheek. "By the way when you weren't looking I snuck you this." He snickered and took out a cupcake in a plastic container and handed it to him. "Happy Birthday."