Beach View Karimi Estate

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A large estate overlooking the beach, it has a large fence around the perimeter that is monitored securely.

This estate is inhabited by Casper Karimi and his father, Darius.

He felt his consciousness slipping as Cecil released inside of him, "C-cecil... I'm sorry I made you so angry..." he whispered just before passing out.

"Casper?" he frowned a little worried. "Casper?" he shook Casper's body beginning to freak, but he felt his soft breath and let out a silent Sigh. He rested his head on Casper's chest closing his eyes, "I'm so sorry Casper..." 'This was stupid, I should have never came here...' He quickly pulled away from him, still trying to catch his breath and went over to the soft, floral armchair in the dark corner of the room and took a heavy seat. He hid his face in his hands as a few of his own tears escaped as he silently weeped.


(I told you he was a really good guy underneath it all D:)

Casper woke a few hours later and winced at the stinging pain in his backside and the bruises on his chest. He looked himself over sadly and looked around the room, spotting Cecil in a chair in the corner.

Cecil looked up from his hands with his ears perked when he heard Casper move on the bed. He remained silent for a moment and stood up. "Casper?"

He looked away and laid back down, "I'll get someone to clean your sheets. They're pretty stained with blood... among other things..." he said quietly and blushed a little.

"But then wouldn't it make it obvious what had happened? You don't want people to know or else you would have called out for someone." He sighed and began to walk slowly towards the bed. "Besides, you need to get cleaned up first."

He nodded, "I'll do them myself then." he sighed and looked at himself, not able to move his legs without pain. "I can't walk though... I can't clean myself up alone." he frowned and glanced at Cecil, "Are you sorry for hurting me...?" he asked quietly.

The words struck him and he lowered his ears nodding. "Of course I am... I didn't want this to happen, and I wish it never had. I'm sorry Casper..."

He nodded a little and looked down, "Do you think you could help me get cleaned up then...?" he asked quietly, "We don't have to leave the room. I can just use your bathtub." he looked back up at Cecil. "So... could you help me, Cecil...?"

"Of course," he kept his ears down as he made his way to the bed and then leaned over to lift him bridal style. He remained quiet with a grim expression and slowly made his way to the bathroom not wanting to run into anything. He set Casper on the counter and started the bath.

He watched Cecil from the counter and frowned a little. he looked down and decided to leave it alone and let Cecil get over it on his own.

He shut off the bath when it was full and went back to him and lifted him to set him in the tub. He was very gentle so as not to hurt him any further. He grabbed a rag and some soap and handed them off to him. "Are you good doing this by yourself?" He turned his eyes away, even though he couldn't see anyways it was for the sake of giving him privacy.

He nodded, "Yeah, thanks.." he said quietly and took the rag, beginning to clean himself. He frowned as the rag pulled away red when he cleaned his thighs and backside. 'Guess I'll have to clean this too...' he sighed and continued to clean himself.

He listened to the light splashing and trickling of water as Casper cleaned himself. 'Why isn't he afraid of me? Why isn't he hysterical in a screaming fit?' He remained on the edge waiting for him to finish up. "If you want, we could go to the hospital so you could get looked at..."

"I'll be fine, just leave it alone." he said simply, dismissing the idea. 'Just don't come near me after this and I'll be fine.'

He nodded and became quiet again. 'Its obvious he doesn't forgive me yet... Not that I deserve to be forgiven, but I don't want to leave. I want to be with Casper.' "Casper," he spoke up again, "I know I have no right saying this but, please don't kick me out. Please let me stay..."

He nodded, "I never planned to kick you out. But you don't need to follow me around anymore." he started, "I'll get one of the maids to show you around while she works or something until you're used to the area."

His heart sunk deep in his chest and he turned towards Casper. "No-" he turned back and shook his head. "Sorry, I just... I want you to stay with me. Casper?"

He glared down, "You RAPED me, Cecilius. Quite mercilessly too... why should I trust you to be around me all the time?" he asked seriously.

His ears drooped even lower and he didn't both to turn towards him. "I know... I'm sorry Casper... I know that's not even enough, but... I don't want you to be away from me... I like being around you so much."

He looked down, "Yeah, well that doesn't sound all that convincing to me. If you can find a way to make me forgive you, then tell me when you find it. Until then I don't exactly want to be around you all day like I have been." he said, "It's like the throne I guess... it's inevitable unless a guy somehow proves he loves me. but right now I feel far from loved." he said sadly.

Cecil sighed and put his head in his hands again, still sitting on the edge of the tub. "Then I might as well give up right?" He chuckled a little hopelessly and shook his head in his hands.

He sighed, "Well if you did it'd be pretty stupid... you haven't even tried." he laid back in the tub. "Eventually... I will forgive you, Cecil... I just don't know when. Just give me some time, alright?"

"but I don't want to just be forgiven..." He picked at the bath mat. "I want you to love me... and the chance of that ever happening is pretty much zero now..." He sighed scratching the back of his head.

He sighed, "Nothing is ever impossible, Cecil. I like you. I just don't trust you." he looked down sadly, "I was scared and sad when you hurt me like you did... I kept thinking that if you would only have told me you loved me and had been more gentle... it would have been okay." he said sadly, "I was happy when you called me beautiful... but then you became so rough and I got so confused... I don't even know what to think anymore..."